To Do

Why is it you are either super busy or there is absolutely nothing to do? Can you not have a healthy medium world? Thanksgiving Break was supposed to be a nice time to relax and not do stuff. But in reality like every other break, to me at least, it is a super bored or super busy type of polarization. Maybe I just need to have a reality check or something, but that's how I feel a lot. It's like the summer break, at the end of the school year you're just dying to have nothing to do; and it lasts about 2 weeks tops before you're gorging your eyes out of boredom. Maybe it's just because Kristen was up here this weekend and suddenly the life of Zac turned into the life of Kristen and Zac, and Zac cannot be greedy and lazy like he always wants to be.

Going to have to get used to this I think. Because I don't see things getting any better for like... idk eternity =), got to learn to cope and adapt to the way people normally live I guess.

I've been spoiled my whole life. It's not fair...

Sorry Zac

Aftermath

Exhaustion is a hard way to die I've decided. Sad part is, all my studying this weekend didn't seem to help me at all for my OMT testing. I just prayed that I passed both the practical and the written(not that I'm expecting it honestly) I hope that things work out or this is going to be a bad holiday with one unhappy Zac. On the other hand I don't have a test for at least a few weeks, that almost makes me happy. I do have the OSCE this Monday which needs some serious work done before I will feel ready to do it. After my last score from 2 weeks ago, I need some a lot of work actually to get the grade I need or feel comfortable with. The talking isn't so hard, being with a patient, but the writing down everything they want us to write and be organized is a huge problem for me. Kristen is going to be a little disappointed that I have so much to do this weekend while she is up here.